If Only He Knows

 If only he knows what I am going through right now.

If only he realizes I can hardly breathe when he is not around. 

If only he understands how deep my love is. 

If only he considers about that things that have been said.

Mistakes.

I wish I could turn back time and erase all of the mistakes I have made. 

Regrets.

I wish I don't have to live today with full of regrets of the past. 

Does he know that I'm here missing him terribly?

Does he know that I will always be there for him?

Does he know that I'm crying so loud inside? 

Does he know that I'm still here...longing for his love?

But...
Somehow...
Waiting may not be the best thing to do.
So...

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
Thank you for the beautiful memories.